Love Is a Curse

For badder or worse love is a curse
 For badder or worse love, love just a curse
 For badder or worse love is a curse
 For badder or worse love, love just a curse
 For badder or worse love is a curse
 For badder or worse love, love just a curse
 For badder or worse love is a curse
 For badder or worse love, love just a curse
 Guess the love runs out but I love to tell
 And all am really feeling is pain right now
 Pulling out like men though love hurts him
 Still I don't really like him that's cause he took a hand
 That I rather drop submerged, unhurt, loved her, watch her, break my heart, now am ten
 Feet under
 Cause love is just pain with a never end
 Do you really feel the same or you really playing games
 And it's driving me insane so I over think but
 Do you love me or should I just leave
 Am I worth keeping am I worth seeing, am I worth it despise my insecurities
 Am I worth the air that i breathe
 Cause if I am, dont let go of my hand
 You said you won't but, you lied when you said you loved me
 So I guess in the end of all crying, never again
 Does my heart ache or is it just gone
 Do I hate love because am not stronger
 Do I hate it Cause, last time that I tried it all felt wrong
 So I love less and put up my walls
 No I'll regret it if I let them fall
 So I reject love, like I reject curse
 But I love my puinity I don't wanna talk
 Sorry that's just the way I am
 Dealing with pain the only way i can
 Promise you not the only one who can't send me, cause I also cant
 For badder or worse love is a curse
 For badder or worse love, love just a curse
 For badder or worse love is a curse
 For badder or worse love, love just a curse
 For badder or worse love is a curse
 For badder or worse love, love just a curse
 For badder or worse love is a curse
 For badder or worse love, love just a curse
 Cause love is a rose in the dirt and it grow
 But nobody knows cause they already sold
 And the master they don't even happen to show that they start to grow old
 And they'll request the mold and they'll do again until roses get old
 And they'll throw them away like it isn't a soul that they are killing
 Because they already know that they will be okay living alone on their own
 Bad but a repeat at work
 Cause do you think love is worth it if it beats me
 No literary it hurts my head to much
 That is loves worth it instead of staying lonely
 Cause it all I need if it's all of me
 Vulnerability it's no such thing
 I can't seem to believe it's worth living for someone
 Who Lives like I could be broken, I must am scared
 They take it, and someone forgot that am there
 Wait hold up for a second I thought that you care
 But I am the fool for trying to share
 In a world that is cold and I could not bear
 Where am being forced to sit and stare
 It's almost as bad as looking into the mirror
 Cause it's so inadequate cause now i was there
 And I heard that you found someone new
 Pray to God that they freely loved you
 Something you felt I couldn't do sorry for the
 Pain exchange but it won't last you
 Six months past but there is still a bruise
 But love last cause I still feel uses it, as it opens up but I refuse to stand close enough to fix my new
 So I runaway and I don't look back
 Cover up my face don't take off my mask
 If I do I might just crash, remember the night it ended I was a reck
 I slabbed the door, hit the floor thinking what the fuck was this last year for
 Anger raging, hate outpouring its coming
 I don't wanna love anymore