Cherry Blossom

It's 2AM and here I am awake while the thoughts in my head seem to have no end
 Oooh is the cold air harming you? Cause it's killing me
 Yeah it's killing me
 Oooh is the winter paining you? Cause it's killing me
 Could we sit inside my car for hours?
 I hope you know that I'm not your cherry blossom
 In the spring I won't be back, I won't be back at all
 And I'm probably getting (I'm probably getting)
 I'm probably getting hard to love
 Oh no no no
 It's 3AM and I'm awake awake again to the sound of your voice running through my head
 What'd you do to me? What'd I do to you?
 Cause I don't even recognize myself
 And I was feeling you
 But now I'm feeling blue and I hate every single word I say
 Just a year ago I was so in love
 I would have sailed all the way to Raftel
 What'd you do to me? What'd I do to you?
 Cause I don't recognize our photos, no no no
 And all the world seems to fall apart in our love
 Save your pleasantries for someone who
 Doesn't know you as well as I do
 Cut the bullshit and tell me the truth
 Try to understand
 That I won't hold your hand forever
 Snow falls and as it blossoms it cures the disease in our words
 While the substances that I had used numb the pain they neglect the way that I frame
 A flag, no a mantra, yes a phrase, "I love you"
 And will you stay with me?
 Even if islands I lead to bare sadness
 Or hardship and weather that we can not withstand within our current condition
 And yes we have born this ourselves through intentions of love and sacrifice
 Our words may blossom one last time
 I hope that you know that I'm not your cherry blossom
 In the spring I won't be back, I won't be back at all
 And I'm probably getting harder and harder to love
 No, I know that I'm getting harder and harder to love
 If you treat yourself with the love I have for you
 And I love myself half as much as I loved you
 Then together but apart we can see this through
 Now together, from afar we can see this through
 I hope that you know that I'm not your cherry blossom
 In the spring I won't be back, I won't be back at all
 And I'm probably getting harder and harder to love
 No, I know that I'm getting so much harder, so much harder to love