Blue-Eyes White Yeti

Arguments inside my head
 The weight of which I can't contain
 Pour me to the ground
 Into a world I've found
 These Hallways
 Like a mouse's home inside the walls of my state
 How could I have ever painted this as only me
 When you reside here too
 I truly am infatuated with myself, girl
 The forest falls apart inside these eyes
 Of your sister that I used to hold in mine
 Is she writing to me now or am I truly all alone
 Who could say when these voices never refrain
 No no
 Nobody heard me die except for you
 (No one, No one)
 No one saw me bending over
 No one held my falling hair
 No one could make out the words sung as I drown above air
 Pages of fiction dress us in the finest blue, lucid dreaming
 How could I meet them there?
 When they don't even live here now
 A ghost inside my head playing tricks on me
 While best described and summarized in gender neutral terms
 Shaving off birthmarks and documenting little things
 It's all in the self care
 Masquerade my body and hold me down, apply the paint
 Dye the colors in my eyes to reflect the light I find
 Inside the halls of someone else, bpd left on the shelf
 Ignored just long enough for us to forget how to cope
 Communication, love and trust
 Unlearn them all when talking to myself
 Nobody's writing my fucking book
 I'll pour the ink through my own two hands
 Take the mask off
 Burn the mask off