Celebration Song

I'm alive
 I'm alive
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 To the existential dread
 I let run through my head
 The truth is that you hurt me for so long
 And here's my celebration song
 I know that years from now
 When my final flame runs out
 I'll be a grain of sand
 Running through a stranger's hand
 But right now
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 I'm alive
 I'm alive
 I'm alive, I lived to see today
 I lost so much along the way
 And that's fine
 'Cause I'm alive
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 I've been so hurt for so long
 I've been so hurt for so long
 I've been so hurt for so long
 I've been so hurt for so long
 Well, I'm done (I've been so hurt for so long)
 Trying to run (I've been so hurt for so long)
 From all the things that make me feel alive (I've been so hurt for so long)
 For fear that I might just catch fire (I've been so hurt for so long)
 'Cause I've earned
 A couple days amongst the sun
 God knows I've more than paid my dues
 For all the months that I didn't wanna live through
 The sleepless nights
 The bloodshot eyes
 This blissful pain contextualized
 I went to death's door, he let me inside
 But for all my want
 He couldn't look me in the eyes, I
 I've been so hurt for so long