Neon Lighting

In the dead of night I have seen
 The most uncommon beasts
 And they're bearing their teeth
 You were in this dream on a boat
 And the waters are calm
 And I call out your name to the sky
 Were you born outside
 And I dive in
 I'm too heavy to swim
 My efforts are useless
 Drowning in the light
 No I don't want to accept
 Yes I refuse to believe it
 Rising up slow
 I need control
 I've got no self control
 Awake in a dream
 Your neon eyes electrify me
 Nobody knows
 I am alone
 Oh, I don't want to be alone
 Awake or asleep
 Walk empty streets
 With neon lighting
 Question how you think
 To exist in the depths of my thoughts
 And not express myself to anything or anyone
 Running out of time
 Soon the sun will be up
 And the sound of the city
 Will drive me to my hotel
 Waiting for her outside??
 Not to see but to feel a change
 And my face on the TV
 And the stops turned halfway??
 I travel around a lot
 But I've yet to find what you've got
 Drowning in the light
 But I refuse to believe it
 Yes, I refuse
 Rising up slow
 I need control
 I've got no self control
 Awake in a dream
 Your neon eyes electrify me
 Nobody knows I am alone
 Oh I don't want to be alone
 Awake or asleep
 I walk empty streets
 With neon lighting
 I'm not ready to give you up
 I don't want to give up
 I'm not ready to give you up
 I'm not ready to give up
 I'm not ready to give you up
 I'm not ready to give you up
 I'm not ready to give up
 I'm not ready to give you up