My Birthday

Thanks for your phonecall
 In fact I'd rather hear your voice than the operator's
 I talked to your mom today
 She said you were out of town on a holiday
 She said you've lost control...
 All this time I watched you go far away from me
 I think you've lost your mind
 All this time I thought you were by my side
 A thousand words try to explain
 What you really really wanna say
 Words that made you feel alright
 Words that made me feel dead inside
 Your plastic message made me cry
 Where the hell are you? Do you think it's fine?
 It's so painful to know my heart was wrong
 This is my birthday song
 All this time I watched you go far away from here
 I think you've lost your mind
 Now I see that your words were just lies
 I think my heart was wrong
 All this time I watched you go far away from me
 I sing my birthday song
 Now I know that this time I'll sing alone