About to Blow

Please don't ask me why I'm feeling bad
 And also don't ask what I'm doing all alone
 I'm trying to be nice with you all
 But my mood is changing fast - I can't control
 I'm about to blow - I'm feeling sad
 I think I'll do something stupid
 I'm living through this for a long time
 And everyday I change my mind about myself
 What I really need is some peace
 A peace that I get every night when I go to sleep
 I'm about to blow - I'm feeling sad
 I think I'll do something stupid
 Why should I control myself and try
 To do something I don't want to?
 I let these things behind and I'll go on
 And I'll go on
 I'll live my life just like I did
 Yesterday, now it's done
 No thanks, I can't have this anymore
 Now I'll taste something new, something fresh
 So everyday I'll be with you
 I'll be with you
 I'll be with you