threshold

What's it like to be free
 Cause i don't feel like i'm me
 Puffin' six grams a week
 Write some bars, make a beat
 Fall asleep & repeat
 Fall asleep & repeat
 What's it like to be free
 Cause my minds tellin' me
 That i just gotta leave
 Fuckin' stagnant as can be
 The sun shines but not on me, know what i mean
 I've been just fine in my reclusive mind & i
 Know if i try i could
 Reach for the sky &
 I wanna just die
 But the power inside is just
 Too fuckin much
 I've been tackling everything in my crutch
 The devil is waiting for me to give up
 & My savior is you baby, you lift me up
 You make me feel like a god
 Conquer the world with my squad
 Travel abroad & i know that you think its so odd
 That the emo kid rantin is who they applaud
 I like the way that you speak when i act like a freak
 Get inside of your jeans
 Yeah you hauntin' my dreams
 & My conscience stay clear when you lay in my sheets
 Imma love you forever, forever we'll be
 You been you been livin' in a castle
 I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
 You been you been livin' in a castle
 I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
 You been you been livin' in a castle
 I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
 You been you been livin' in a castle
 I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
 Hope you know how i feel
 Cause the love is surreal
 Baby you make me feel
 Everything that i feel
 Giving my life appeal
 Now i think that i'm real
 I don't know how to speak
 Cause your lips make me weak
 When they land on my cheek
 404's how i peak
 Make me feel obsolete
 Crawl in my brain & just pick at the knots
 I am so fucking sick of suicidal thoughts
 & The rain is insane crashing down like these shots
 Washed away with the pain & the seven red dots
 Smoking some pot, trust i will not
 My own worst enemy lies in my cot
 I'm just a boy who's been blockin' his shot
 & My mind is an ocean of chapters & plots
 You been you been livin' in a castle
 I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
 You been you been livin' in a castle
 I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
 You been you been livin' in a castle
 I've been i've been actin' like an asshole
 You been you been livin' in a castle
 I've been i've been actin' like an asshole