nevermind

Cracks in my heart
 Used to be bright, now it's dark
 Didn't have any cracks at the start
 Now I turn all my pain into art
 All my pain into-
 Cracks in my heart
 Cracking and tearing apart
 The feelin of warmth
 In your arms
 3 am dreamin of stars
 They doubt I'll go far
 They hate but they fake who they are
 They think they hard
 They think they this and they that
 They pull up, I know its an act
 Why they all talkin' like that
 I think it's wack
 Some nights I still want her back
 Some nights I toss and i turn
 Dreamin' of her
 Wake up in the morning
 I'm hurt
 Fuck what they saying
 Fuck what they heard
 They can all go and eat dirt
 Making me question my worth
 Why am I here on this earth
 Am I just wasting my time?
 Should I just quit with the ryhmes?
 Say fuck it and leave it behind
 Wait, nevermind
 Wait, nevermind
 Kill me to leave it behind
 Think of you all of the time
 Can't get you out of my mind
 Look in your eyes and I die everytime
 I'm losing the battle inside
 Sit in the corner and cry
 Still feel pain from your lies
 So I'mma smoke 'till I'm high
 Blowin' out dope 'till I die
 Fuck today and fuck tomorrow
 I'm just living in this perpetual sorrow
 Rainy days inside my brain are all I know
 I can never let it go
 Fuck it up, just like a pro
 Propaganda panorama all these people I don't trust
 Got my eyes inside the pinacle, the cynical's disgust
 On the surface I'mma surpass swallowing up all the dust
 But beneath the flesh I'm focused and I'm praying I don't combust
 Hypothetically a nuisance with the noose inside my clutch
 I've been standin' on the edge so long, afraid of givin' up
 Feelin' useless as the clues I'm swallowin' inside my cup
 Trippin' over all these corners, short of breath I'm throwin' up
 Yeah, I've been tryin' my best
 Wakin' up like every mornin' with a gun to my chest
 I'm growin' tired
 I ain't gettin' any rest, yeah
 I guess I'm
 Just stressed