Demons in My Orbit

They keep tellin' me to love myself
 How the fuck do you love yourself
 When you know, you-you don't even know
 Who the fuck you are anymore? Huh
 Like you feel like you reach your breakin' point
 Every fucking day, and it's just
 It's hard, man
 They don't wanna talk
 They don't wanna feel
 The voices in my head sayin'
 I don't think I'm real
 They don't wanna talk
 They don't wanna feel
 The voices in my head sayin'
 I don't think I'm-
 They don't wanna talk
 They don't wanna feel
 The voices in my head sayin'
 I don't think I'm real
 I don't think I'm real
 I don't think I'm real
 I don't think I'm real
 I don't think I'm-
 Yeah, I don't know where my head's been at
 And I've been feelin' like a nuisance just because of that
 It's like a headache, but the funny thing about it's that
 The pain won't go away 'til my brain go splat
 And I've been tryin' to decode myself, figure my shit out
 Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth
 I can't cope without the dope and time's just runnin' out
 Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now
 I'm findin' other ways to try to cope with all the pain
 And if I'm bein' honest with you, baby, I am not okay
 The fucking voice inside my head is drivin' me insane
 And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same
 Lost in my head, lost in my mind
 Tellin' myself that I'll be just fine
 Nothing's okay and nothing's alright
 Smokin' all day, cryin' all night
 And what the fuck you expect from the kid?
 I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid
 Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim
 I'm like a fish outta water tryin' to swim, ah
 Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so fucking stellar
 When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller
 Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better
 Grab the .9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter
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 They don't wanna talk
 They don't wanna feel
 The voices in my head sayin'
 I don't think I'm real
 They don't wanna talk
 They don't wanna feel
 The voices in my head sayin'
 I don't think I'm-
 They don't wanna talk
 They don't wanna feel
 The voices in my head sayin'
 I don't think I'm real
 I don't think I'm real
 I don't think I'm real
 I don't think I'm real
 I don't think I'm-