Best

I was bored out my mind
 Lost my whole appetite
 When I could come to life, I didn't
 You were there all the time
 You're the worst of my crimes
 You fell hard, I thought, "Good riddance"
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 I never was the best to you
 I never was the best to you
 I never was, I never was
 Used to lie to your face
 20 times in a day
 It was my little strange addiction
 But you still tried to stay
 While I'd self-isolate
 And I knew, but I stayed hidden
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 I never was the best to you
 I never was the best to you
 I never was, I never was
 I never was the best to you
 I never was the best to you
 I never was, I never was (ah)
 And I destroyed every silver lining you had
 In your head, all of your feelings, I played with them
 Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning
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 We were too different, you were so sensitive
 Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent
 Now I feel terrible 'bout how I handled it
 And now I, now I bet you resent all of me, all of it
 Angry, blocking me over the internet
 Promise I don't forget all of my fault in this
 'Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here, staying home
 All of my self-control kinda got difficult
 But I deserve it though, I deserve it though
 You were there all the time
 You're the worst of my crimes
 You fell hard, I thought, "Good riddance"
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 I never was the best to you
 I never was the best to you
 I never was, I never was
 Oh, I never was the best to you
 I never was the best to you
 I never was, I never was