21

I missed your 21st birthday
 I've been up at home
 Almost tried to call you, don't know if I should
 Hate to picture you half-drunk, happy
 Hate to think you went out without me
 I'm sorry if you blame me, if I were you I would
 Thought you'd see it coming, but you never could
 I still haven't heard from your family
 But you said your mom always loved me
 Sometimes I go blurry-eyed
 Small talk and you tell me that you're on fire
 Lights on and it's black and white, I couldn't stay forever
 I see the look in your eye and I'm biting my tongue
 You'd be the love of my life when I was young
 When the night is over
 Don't call me up I'm already under
 I get a little bit alone sometimes and I miss you again
 I'll be the love of your life inside your head
 When the night is over
 Don't call me up I'm already under
 Audrey said she saw you out past twelve o'clock
 Just because you're hurting doesn't mean I'm not
 If it doesn't go away by the time I turn thirty
 I made a mistake and I'll tell you I'm sorry
 "Sorry"
 Sometimes I go blurry-eyed
 Small talk and you tell me that you're on fire
 Lights on and it's black and white, I couldn't stay forever
 I see the look in your eye and I'm biting my tongue
 You'd be the love of my life when I was young
 When the night is over
 Don't call me up I'm already under
 I get a little bit alone sometimes and I miss you again
 I'll be the love of your life inside your head
 When the night is over
 Don't call me up I'm already under