Left Out

Feeling left out
 From the right side of your bed
 Feelings stressed out
 Over every last word you said
 Feelings left now
 Just a ghost inside my head
 Feeling less now
 'Cause I know you dream me dead
 I've been left out, lied to
 Talked about and used
 Stared down and laughed at
 While walking out of school
 You want to put the blame on me
 The feelings nothing new
 You want to hang more pain on me
 There's nothing you can do
 A moment lasts inside this coffin
 I'm buried often
 Every time you're calling
 Once you starting
 There's no stoping
 You know what
 I pick my phone up
 Know you can hear me
 Just show up
 And show love
 Just want you near me
 But like
 Does that even feel right
 'Cause I don't want you
 If anyone can hold you
 All through the night
 And is it even fair
 Or worth for me
 To put up a fight
 Just to prove that I'm the one
 That you still need out of spite
 No more broken hearts
 To fall apart to broken promise
 No more playing cards
 Or broken charts which goes to haunt us
 And we don't got to put all of this care
 Beyond us but
 You don't got to be scared
 To be honest
 Feeling left out
 From the right side of your bed
 Feelings stressed out
 Over every last word you said
 Feelings left now
 Just a ghost inside my head
 Feeling less now
 'Cause I know you dream me dead
 I thought a lot lately
 Please
 I wanna stop
 Playing this game
 Your mom and pops hate me
 I know I'm probably your top choice
 As you're drinking, n the rocks lately, ha
 I wanna confess
 I wanna die
 When you're brought up by friends
 And every night
 I'm haunted in bed
 So I cry
 Every drop is a sin
 And
 I think I'm healing again
 But every feeling I'm feeling
 Is like I'm peeling the skin
 Always dealing with women
 In every show and event
 But when we're home or if we're out
 You're on your phone
 Every second
 Said that I'm an ass
 I said I think you're right
 So every conversation
 Turns to basically a fight
 Stare into my eyes
 And tell me what you need
 As I pray to god
 That you never leave
 Feeling left out
 From the right side of your bed
 Feelings stressed out
 Over every last word you said
 Feelings left now
 Just a ghost inside my head
 Feeling less now
 'Cause I know you dream me dead