i hate u, i love u (feat. olivia o'brien) - Deepend Remix

Feeling used
 But I'm still missing you
 And I can't
 See the end of this
 Just wanna feel your kiss
 Against my lips
 And now all this time
 Is passing by
 But I still can't seem to tell you why
 It hurts me every time I see you
 Realize how much I need you
 I hate you, I love you
 I hate that I love you
 Don't want to, but I can't put
 Nobody else above you
 I hate you, I love you
 I hate that I want you
 You want her, you need her
 And I'll never be her
 I miss you when I can't sleep
 Or right after coffee
 Or right when I can't eat
 I miss you in my front seat
 Still got sand in my sweaters
 From nights we don't remember
 Do you miss me like I miss you?
 Fucked around and got attached to you
 Friends can break your heart too
 And I'm always tired but never of you
 If I pulled it on you, you wouldn't like that shit
 Should I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
 Should I type a text, but then I never mind that shit
 Should I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
 Should Oh, oh, keep it on the low
 You're still in love with me
 But your friends don't know
 If you wanted me you would just say so
 And if I were you, I would never let me go
 I don't mean no harm
 I just miss you on my arm
 Wedding bells were just alarms
 Caution tape around my heart
 You ever wonder what we could've been?
 You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
 Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
 Now all my drinks and all my feelings
 Are all fucking mixed
 Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
 Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just create some distance
 I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
 But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
 When love and trust are gone
 I guess this is moving on
 Everyone I do right does me wrong
 So every lonely night, I sing this song
 I hate you, I love you
 I hate that I love you
 Don't want to, but I can't put
 Nobody else above you
 I hate you, I love you
 I hate that I want you
 You want her, you need her
 And I'll never be her
 All alone, I watch you watch her
 Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
 You don't care, you never did
 You don't give a damn about me
 Yeah, all alone I watch you watch her
 She's the only thing you've ever seen
 How is it you never notice
 That you are slowly killing me?
 I hate you, I love you
 I hate that I love you
 Don't want to, but I can't put
 Nobody else above you
 I hate you, I love you
 I hate that I want you
 You want her, you need her
 And I'll never be her