Lifelong Grievers

Take a look at me father
 Sitting right on the heights of despair
 Prematurely faithless, worn out, dead
 I ain't the proud man you swear I'd be
 The shadows I called friends
 Just paint myself into a corner
 And if it's as cruel as it may seem
 I'll cast the first stone before they make me fade (FADE)
 Cheating fate,
 Fighting out of boredom ‘til your spirit breaks (BREAKS)
 Is this worth the risk of living?
 Take my rage out
 Take my pain away
 Sad are only those who understand
 Face the facts!
 I'll never drown in their damn old BURNING LIES
 "Boy you must put your fists down
 Resign yourself and let go" (BURNING LIES)
 Ain't nothing grand in this life
 But oppression and bad blood (BURNING LIES)
 Why should I love this world back
 While it pushes me off track (BURNING LIES)
 Father how can you breath,
 When you can't find strength to live
 UNLOVED, UNCHEKABLE?