Habitual Gloom

Condescending grins spilled across all of their faces
 We are cattle oblivious to the imminent slaughter
 Frozen bones covered in frost bitten skin
 When will the heat of the sun release us from our prisons?
 Never thought I'd let it get this far,
 I feel so locked away
 Habitual Gloom slumber deep into the night
 Habitual Gloom carnivorous by nature hateful by trait
 Monochromatic memories surge through my mind as
 I sit alone and wonder why I let it all fall apart
 I've blamed the world too long this is a
 Promise repeat after me "I am not a victim"
 I never thought I'd let it get this far,
 I feel so locked away
 Always tell me I'll be fine,
 But there's no saving this time
 When the last grain of sand crashes down
 From the hourglass will you be burden free?
 They say hopes die last but when your eyes roll
 Back will you leave with content or die with regret?
 Don't die with regret!
 Will you leave with content or die with regret?
 Person 1: "I just don't know what to do anymore"
 Person 2: "Look man I totally get it you'll be fine"
 Person 1: "I feel like I'm loosing my mind"
 I never thought I'd let it get this far,
 I feel so locked away
 Always tell me I'll be fine,
 But there's no saving this time
 This gloom looms over me,
 The side you'll never see
 You told me I'd be fine,
 But there's no saving me this time
 Person 2: "you're being dramatic get over it"
 Person 1: "you don't get it... no one ever does."
 Person 2: "Well that's not gunna solve anything"
 Person 1: I feel like I'm dying and what
 Scares me most is that I'm tired of trying
 Person 2: "Dude, this again?"
 Person 1: I want to live but my will to go on is
 Empty, I need help not a "get well soon" gesture
 Grisly colors of Pastel's blue noticed but never addressed
 Never addressed
 Bite your tongue and do what you do best
 Belittle and degrade those that seek help