Forlorn

Take my name and write it down in vain
 You don't have to pretend that you give a damn!
 Silence broods deep inside itself, waiting for its next new guest
 Patience is lost pain takes its place
 Over and over and over again
 Patience is lost, pain takes its place
 Over and over and over again
 Self-inflicted misery
 Every night I rest my head down onto my death bed
 Suffering outlasts all other feelings
 Idol dismay pours like a rain cloud soaking me with its woe
 Letting all the anger take control
 Patience is lost pain takes its place
 Over and over and over again
 Patience is lost, pain takes its place
 Over and over and over again
 I welcome the hurt
 It's all I know, even misery doesn't want my company
 Even misery doesn't want my goddamn company
 Sadistic I'm twisted! This blade as my witness to the slashes and gashes
 They splash to the floor adorning while pouring the spillage of guts
 If this makes you happy then my pain is a must
 Instinct takes over when I'm met with grace I see your face and know
 I'm all out of mistakes
 Patience is lost pain takes its place
 Over and over and over again
 Patience is lost, pain takes its place
 Over and over and over again
 If I let you inside, if I showed you my beaten bones
 Would you still feel pity? Or is it more like guilt?
 If I could see what makes you happy then maybe I could have it too
 If I could just pick apart your brain
 Why don't I feel like you?
 Why can't I be like you?
 Let me shed my skin and slip into yours
 I want to feel like the rest of the world
 I don't wanna die I don't wanna
 But I'm running out of reasons not to try
 Always alone (always alone) from restless agony
 My life is condemned to rot
 Let me in
 No matter where I run it'll always find me, always find me