Way To Love

How many nights will I lie awake
 And dream of the day I won't have to speak
 Forbidden thoughts that could make you cry
 And make me crawl into my hole
 Walking alone I hear the church bells ring
 What is this life, is it anything?
 Youth and desire only make me tired
 And make me fall into my hole
 There's a reason, a reason to live
 I know it's hard to give
 But it's the way to love, the way to love
 Looking through my memories, through my memories
 There's always something missing, something missing
 We live by rules that we're meant to break
 Die by a cause that was our mistake
 These restless times that we're living through
 Only make me cold, and I grow into my soul
 There's a reason, a reason to live
 I know it's hard to give
 But it's the way to love, the way to love