Rain

Rain, come and wash away everything that I see
 Flood the room I'm in and cover me
 When the water rises will you try to still remember me?
 Sinking beneath that place you call your memory
 If you're the ghost, what could I ever be?
 Haunting
 You never needed it, you never felt what I felt
 You don't hurt like I hurt, no, I don't need your help
 I can sink by myself, I can hate by myself
 I can live by myself, I can love no one else
 I can feel, no I can't
 I think no one else could ever sink
 To the place I learned to go within
 That I learned to find comfort in
 Mess, mess, just like the rest
 Always behind but I'm doing my best
 Wasting my time 'cause I don't know what's next
 And scared doesn't even begin to describe it
 I try to deny it, the end is in sight
 And I fight it with everything that's inside
 And I'm lost
 I'm so lost
 So lost
 Oh, I just hope you know
 Your emptiness infects me
 Can't breathe, my chest is heavy
 No medicine can take away you
 It feels never ending
 To think you made me happy
 I guess I lied to hide from the truth
 Oh, no
 Oh, no
 I guess I lied to hide from the truth