Slutphase

Is it a slutphase, or is it a bandaid?
 Do I like this outfit? Is it for the male gaze?
 Wait, what am I doing? It's three on a Wednesday
 And I swear, I hardly recognise myself
 Is it a distraction? Is it paranoia?
 Should I say sorry to my new employer?
 I miss the old me, I kinda destroyed her
 And now I just hardly recognise myself
 As if I'm getting over
 All of the thing that you're not really over
 But I'm pretending that I'm really over
 All of the things that I'm not
 I miss you, oh my God (oh my God)
 I'm getting good at faking
 It's all good for the plot (for the plot)
 But everyone knows that I'm breaking, I'm breaking
 I'm saying that I'm getting over
 All of the things that I'm not really over
 But I'm pretending that I'm really over
 All of the things that I'm not really over
 One night with Jonah, he paid for my dinner
 Went dancing with Jacob, thought he was a winner
 Jackson was sweet, but I'm still kinda bitter
 And most nights I hardly recognise myself
 (But I just keep telling myself)
 Everybody needs a slutphase
 While they're young and hot
 I miss you, oh my God (oh my God)
 I'm getting good at faking
 It's all good for the plot (for the plot)
 But everyone knows that I'm breaking, I'm breaking
 I'm saying that I'm getting over
 All of the things that I'm not really over
 But I'm pretending that I'm really over
 All of the things that you're not really over
 I'm saying that I'm getting over (everybody needs a slutphase)
 All of the things that I'm not really over
 But I'm pretending that I'm really over (while they're young and hot)
 All of the things that I'm not really over
 Everybody needs a slutphase
 While they're young and hot
 Everybody needs a slutphase
 While they're young and-