Problems 2

Lucas
 As a boy I was tortured
 My step mother fed me pills and rat poison
 I had basketball dreams but I was too short
 I never thought that I'd be rapping on these back porches
 Yeah, I never thought that this lifestyle would be that gorgeous
 Never thought that I would be back to back in these black Porsches
 Never thought that I'd afford this, never thought I could afford em
 I thought I had a lot of problems before
 But I never had that many problems till I had a lot of money
 I never thought, that all this money woulda led to boredom
 Ha, yeah, or led to stardom
 I woulda never let the devil trick me in the garden
 40 days and 40 nights in the desert I been walking
 I think I'm ready for my plate I been starving
 I talk to these walls waiting for em to talk back
 You forward every call won't expect you to call back
 I can take a hint baby I know when to fall back
 I never learn till its too late and I fall fast
 A hard head make a soft ass
 I wandered too far and I got lost on the wrong path
 Im off track, im unfocused, im off task
 Im off the grid tryna crawl through the tall grass
 In school I used to wander thru the halls without a hall pass
 So high on aderall I'd always fall asleep and wake up in the wrong class
 I keep jumping back and forth between dark R&B and soft rap
 Having flashbacks from a dark past
 They say home is where the hearts at
 My first love broke my heart and turned it dark black
 Caught feelings and I never got my heart back
 I know it sounds a little far fetched
 Walk by faith, not by sight
 I guess that what they did when they walked out my life
 I had to go and double check and it turns out im right
 Im tired of seeing fake shit get out my sight
 Walk by faith, not by sight
 I guess that what they did when they walked out my life
 I had to go and double check and it turns out im right
 Im tired of seeing fake shit get out my sight
 I know it sounds far-fetched and hard to believe
 I love hard, yeah, I wear my heart on my sleeve
 I don't know another artist working harder than me
 I don't believe that Moses parted a sea
 I don't believe that Jesus turned water to wine
 The dream I started chasing gettin harder to find
 I bet I turn your daughter to mine
 My family tree was the hardest to climb, it all started with I
 Im tryna reach inside the deepest, darkest part of your mind
 I can't read so I been talking to god
 I can't see its kinda hard when you blind
 I guess that's why ducks march in a line
 Im playing duck, duck, goose so don't get caught in the blind
 I hope I don't get caught in a lie or caught in a fire
 Always listen to my mind cause my heart is a liar
 I wanna change but I can't my brain hard to rewire
 I don't have no motivation and im hardly inspired
 I woke up feeling awkwardly tired
 Im riding till the wheels fall off don't get caught in the tires
 Most people search they whole life for god but can't find him
 What if god took the day off or got fired
 Our whole life we been lied to
 Ima be whatever the fuck I decide to
 I hope you open your eyes soon and see what you blind to
 You can do whatever you decide to put your mind to
 You could be a fry cook, you could be a tycoon
 You could prolly read minds, you could prolly fly too
 Nobody can do what I do, your not me, im not you
 But understand that all gods die too
 Im praying I don't die soon
 I hope I shed a little light just let it shine through
 I hope I leave a legacy behind too
 Ill prolly still do amphetamines in my tomb
 I won't sleep, I prolly won't rest in peace
 Even up in heaven I won't rest or eat
 I see everyone as equal when you next to me
 And if you woke up today you still blessed to me
 If im proud of you how you got flex on me
 When im depressed and im stressing who got check on me
 I don't mean to flex but I think the best is me
 That feeling in your chest, that's Exstacy