Afraid

You didn't give me any closure
 It only hits me when I'm sober
 As the night comes to an unexpected end
 Just because I say goodbye don't mean it's over
 I hate to be alone I been abandoned by you
 I been damaged by you
 All I ever wanted was for you to believe in me
 I wanted you to stay but you ended up leaving me
 What if I told you that it wasn't what you thought it was
 What if I told you that I didn't mean to fall in love
 We crawled and we laughed, we smile and we cry
 We die just to live and we live just to die
 Roses are red, roses are red
 Violets are blue, violets are blue
 I'm afraid to fall in love
 Afraid to fall for you
 I'm wide awake, I'm not okay
 Lonely tears running down my face
 Another year goes by
 Another tear I cry
 Another sleepless night I lie awake
 Would you miss me if I died today
 I had to put my pride away
 looked at your picture and I cried today
 I threw your pictures in my fireplaces
 I spread my wings and I fly away
 To god I pray that I escape
 I'm just happy that I got away
 you left me for dead, hoping that I rot away
 Tossing and turning inside my grave
 I been buried alive, I feel dead but i'm very alive
 Tomorrow isn't promised I cherish my time
 Look into my eyes you can see my pain
 Sick and tired of the games
 I'm not perfect but im worth it
 I don't deserve this, im tired of hurting
 Roses are red, roses are red
 Violets are blue, violets are blue
 I'm afraid to fall in love
 Afraid to fall for you