Identity Crisis

Cold and alone, no place to call home,
 I'm lost in a maze I just cannot escape
 I'm drowning in the memory
 I've lost my identity, who am I?
 How can I move on with my life? I
 Need to escape all fear and inner strife
 I'm plagued with uncertainty
 The brink of insanity, I ask "why?"
 I look deep into my eyes, the
 Face I see is my disguise buried in lies
 All my life I have waited to find out, why I'm here?
 All my life I've lived with misery,
 it kills me this is too much to bear
 All my life I've been a shadow to you, kept away from eternal light
 Failed state of mind, time seems to pass by
 My world keeps spinning, can't find my true calling,
 I walk down an empty road, so far from reality
 Where am I?
 A dark cloud rains over me as
 I am washed into the sea; drift aimlessly
 All my life I have waited to find out, why I'm here?
 All my life I've lived with misery
 it kills me this is too much to bear
 All my life I've been a shadow to you, kept away from eternal light
 I'm stuck between two worlds; a plane of space and time,
 I can't find the meaning, am I dreaming now?
 Lack of understanding, suffering at the hands
 Of this illusion, this condition of the past
 Is this the wrath of dharma?
 Am I detached from a design
 Laid out for me? Or do I own
 The right to choose my destiny?
 How can I shape my future? Where can
 I find the key to peace?
 How can I gain all the control I need
 To be in harmony?
 I must seek out what is real
 If I search, will I find all the answers to my life?
 All my life I've lived with misery,
 it kills me this is too much to bear
 All my life I've been a shadow to you, kept away from eternal light
 All that lives in my mind is misery, there's nothing left for me
 Drowning in a deep and dark despair