Ultimatum

It's hard to explain how I feel now
 My chest is a little bit tight
 The more you don't say, the harder it is to breathe
 It seems we've come full circle
 A sense of déjà vu
 I don't like the way this feels at all
 An ultimatum unintentionally disguised
 I find it hard to fathom and harder to imagine
 How all can lead to nothing in an instant
 Do you realize your defenses?
 To be in the natural
 To be in a safe place, to take refuge where the harm is minimal
 I thought I was stronger than this
 I thought I was stronger than this
 My words replaced with silent emotion
 My cares are now insensible
 The more I think, the harder it is to breathe
 I hate to disappoint you
 And I don't want to run away
 But there is one thing and only one that has never betrayed me
 I thought I was stronger than this
 I thought I was stronger than this
 I thought I was stronger than this
 I thought I was stronger than this