Portrait in My Head

I hear the changing winds
 I feel them blowing on my face
 But I do not fear change at all
 I want nothing more than to move on with my life
 But some bridges are standing tall
 This should kill me; it cannot fulfill me
 For what is a life without peace?
 How I envy the man who walks free
 Who isn't tied down by memories
 When I close my eyes, I cannot escape the portrait in my head
 When I close my eyes, I cannot escape the portrait in my head
 I will pay any price to escape
 This shame in my mind
 This pain in my mind
 I live each day knowing it waits for me at night
 And they say a picture lasts a lifetime
 This should kill me; it cannot fulfill me
 For what is a life without peace?
 How I envy the man who walks free
 Who isn't tied down or bound by memories
 When I close my eyes, I cannot escape the portrait in my head
 When I close my eyes, I cannot escape the portrait in my head
 If a picture says a thousand words...
 ...then I am a thousand times cursed