The Road to Happiness

I don't know what to do with this
 I am at a loss for words
 I have tried to never lie, and I have tried to be kind
 And through my sincerity, I have failed
 In this moment, I am drowning in misbelief
 And attachment is synonymous with deceit
 Trust is an illusion; understanding is a myth
 And I am left on the other end, powerless
 The road to happiness is paved with aches
 The road to happiness is paved with pain
 The road to happiness is paved with sorrow
 And this road stretches onward for miles ahead
 Time will pass; how will I feel?
 Will these bruises fade away or grow pale?
 There is a chance for learning after every burning
 But I don't want to learn anymore
 The road to happiness leaves me bitter
 The road to happiness leaves me tired
 The road to happiness leaves me dejected
 And this road is a road with no end in sight