Nothing Is Real

My tears are crying as they're pouring out my eyes
 With life suspended, I can't be afraid to try
 I watch my chances -- one by one, they pass me by
 And I know where I stand, and I know how I feel
 But deep inside I know somehow that none of this is real
 And I know how I feel
 My feelings come and take me from this bed inside my home
 Take me to a place where I can live and die alone
 And I know how I feel -- I'm feeling unprepared
 I'm not sure if I'll make it -- why am I so scared?
 I'm told that god is with me, but I know he's not there
 The light shines through and now my
 eyes are blinded by the glare on my soul
 My tears are crying as they're pouring out my eyes
 I feel so insecure; I'm feeling so unsafe
 I'm feeling so uncomfortable; I'm feeling so afraid
 I hate and love and cry so loud
 Make it go away
 My tears are crying as they're pouring out my eyes
 Deep in my soul I feel like there's nothing left for me to be
 Here there is no madness; it's the calm before the storm
 Sheltered from the world, I'm a bitter, old man that you cannot see
 You can run along faster, but I swear I'll catch up to you
 You can try to run and hide, but I swear I'll find you now
 'Cause nothing here is real