React / Regret

Poison are the thoughts within me
 Kerosene is the blood that I bleed
 Liar is the voice that blinds me
 My call to faith is a contagion of hypocrisy
 Let me out
 I plead insanity
 I tied my freedom to a black hole within me
 Poison are the thoughts within me
 Kerosene is the blood that I bleed
 Liar is the voice that blinds me
 My call to faith is a contagion of hypocrisy
 I've been a filthy man my whole life
 Slave to the weakness in my mind
 Consumed by the ways of this world
 My fear has paralyzed me
 To the point of resisting
 Every good thing in me
 Every click regret and pedal pressed
 To the backboard of my future
 She caught me off guard
 Life sold short with the truth of
 No sun rising
 Now it's all gone
 The consequences seem
 Never-ending
 (Rescue me)
 So rescue me
 Save me
 I'm not the man I portray to be
 I'm unwinding
 And sick of being a fake
 This addiction has scarred
 My witness
 Without you my flesh
 Will always drown the good in me
 Poison are the thoughts within me
 Kerosene is the blood that I bleed
 Liar is the voice that blinds me
 My call to faith is a contagion of hypocrisy
 She says take my hand
 And follow me upstairs
 Let me ease your mind
 It's you and me tonight
 The temptress is calling out for me
 I will not be a victim of deceit
 I've heard her voice before
 And I refuse to let her scar my faith