Brittle Spirit

Let me down
 An ending that I'm used to
 You think that you can relate
 But I can see it now
 You don't know the things
 That I have been through
 The stories always the same
 And I never change
 Words are so meaningless
 I feel myself exhale them
 Nobody ever listens
 So tie me to this nothingness
 I feel my thoughts imploding
 All that is golden rusting away
 Inside of me
 A brittle breaking spirit
 I envy what you've done
 To mask the pain you run from
 How quickly you recover
 I could never hide these scars
 I suffer from
 I feel so alone, so forgotten
 Running myself sick
 With all these questions
 I can't seem to ask for help
 When everybody thinks I'm
 Crazy cuz I can't help myself
 Look at me
 Who am I?
 Show me once a face of love
 Meaningless
 Empty threats
 Telling me the truth's a lie
 Pick my feet up
 I know I said I'd never make it
 But I don't wanna be stuck
 Inside this world
 I hate it
 Pick my feet up
 I know I said I'd never make it
 Let me down
 An ending that I'm used to
 You think that you can relate
 But I can see it now
 You don't know the things
 That I have been through
 The stories always the same
 And I never change
 Words are so meaningless
 Truth, is the son of God
 Came to bear the weight your feeling
 You are not alone
 You are not alone
 Truth, is the chance to know
 Every breath is filled with meaning
 You are not alone
 You are not alone