pains

Fuck
 I can't move slow
 I can't hide it there's something more
 I can't let go
 I can't find what I'm lookin' for (ooh-ooh)
 I can't hide it there's something more
 I can't let go, I can't find what I'm lookin' for
 Feeling so fucked up
 Caught a wave headin' straight for the rocks
 Tryna hold my gaze
 Wait, stop
 I just lost another train of thought
 My throat burns I'm on fire but I can't speak
 You're now live
 You're on air now I can't breathe (oh)
 Out lost track of the time chasin' old dreams down
 In the past but we're dying and I can't sleep now
 I don't wanna fuck this up again
 Staring down the clock cause this gon' end
 And all is well
 I'm pulling back cause I'm tired of fighting myself
 I can't move slow
 I can't hide it there's something more
 I can't let go
 I can't find what I'm lookin' for (ooh-ooh)
 I can't hide it there's something more
 I can't let go, I can't find what I'm lookin' for
 Body in the future and my head in the past tense
 I would lie to solve any issue we had back then
 Will I last long is this shit gon' die in plastic
 Lost my first love and I started taking acid
 I don't wanna fuck you up again
 It's probably best if we stay friends
 Got fuckboys tryna taint my image
 I just hope I find peace of mind within
 All this time that I've been given
 That I don't need to live in the veldt
 It's real life and I'm tired of fighting myself
 I can't move slow
 I can't hide if there's something more
 (Something more, something more)
 I can't let go
 I can't find what I'm looking for (ooh-ooh)
 I can't hide if there's something more
 (Something more, something more)
 I can't let go
 I can't find what I'm looking for
 Should we put this out?
 Nah this shit is trash