growing

Call off all the arms
 Time to lay your head back down
 Cause I've been runnin' for
 The line between what's lost and found
 Tried to climb inside my head
 Put the pieces back again
 Sleepin' behind the wheel, we're drifting off the edge
 What are we supposed to do
 When it comes to living fast and getting through
 Cause time will pass before we blink
 Sat in silent rooms then pour another drink
 If this is growing up then I don't know what to think
 But time has come to move ahead
 Don't hold it back just let it be
 Another empty face
 Just more headlights in the distance
 Filling empty space
 Of the times they're reminiscing
 Holdin' back all of my dreams
 Tryin' to point out who I'll be
 Why are they afraid of living till the end
 What are we supposed to do
 When it comes to living fast and getting through
 And I can't see through my reflection in front of me
 Can't take it back why live a life like we're asleep
 Cause time will pass before we blink
 Sat in silent rooms then pour another drink
 If this is growing up then I don't know what to think
 But time has come to move ahead
 Don't hold it back just let it be
 Cause I'm dying alone
 I'm finally about to break
 And I'm ready to grow
 And how long is that gon' take
 Sunken eyed on a tightrope
 Left home blindfold on a backroad
 Slept in another sunrise
 Guess I've got a long way left here to go
 Cause it's a long haul to what we know
 Or at least where we're heading for
 No star is ever out of reach
 The higher that we're heading lookin' down is steep
 Soon enough the leaves will change
 Bleedin' out till the color fades
 Movin' forward nothing stays the same
 But I can sleep at night knowing my hand was raised
 I hope to a god that I don't believe in
 That I'll make it one day
 So here's to the life I'm leaving
 I'm growing up again