Handle

I'm trying to get my voice heard
 I feel like I don't deserve this
 Tell me was all of this worth it?
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 Bringing me here
 What is my purpose?
 I carry the weight
 On my shoulders
 And I cannot wait
 For this to be over
 And I feel like I don't deserve this
 And I can't decide, blessings or curses
 What do you want me to feel?
 This house, in my head isn't real
 What do you want me to say?
 Glass by the door and blood on the handle
 You gave me more than I could handle
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 I'm trying so hard
 So hard not to care
 This place is alright
 But it's so dark in here, here
 So why do I feel
 I feel like a burden
 Keep telling myself that
 Maybe I've earned it
 What do you want me to feel?
 This house, in my head isn't real
 What do you want me to say?
 Glass by the door and blood on the handle
 You gave me more than I could handle
 You gave me more than I could handle
 You gave me more than I could handle