rainbows

Yeah, what a long year it's been
 But when hasn't a year been long?
 Not a year go by something didn't go wrong
 Tell me, have I always had this hate in my heart?
 When the batteries finally run out, will the game restart?
 I don't know
 I don't know, I hope so
 'Cause I've been trying to find a place to put my car into park
 It's like that (I don't even have a fucking car)
 Running around town, it's all I do
 I'm running around town, picking up change to buy new shoes
 When I was 24, I wanted this pair of Saint Laurent boots
 Then the world caught on fire
 And it don't make sense anymore
 Does the Louis Vuitton help fill the hole?
 Did the Gucci shoes help heal your soul?
 My Nikes worn to the soles
 All my clothes, they got holes
 And I can still strike a pose
 I'm just tryna save my soul
 I'm just tryna save my
 Rainbow in the sky, did you put a wish on it?
 Did you follow it home?
 Did you get what you wanted?
 The life you dreamed, did it heal you?
 Will the morning come?
 The night's been so long
 New day bring the dawn
 I don't get no fuckin' sleep around here
 The sun won't come up
 The night's so damn long
 And I'm always fucked up
 Was it worth it when you killed a man in cold blood?
 And you took what he owned
 And took from a mother her son
 Your only families apart
 Was it worth that new car?
 Was it worth the picket fence, four kids, and dog in the yard?
 You don't even live here, you live behind a gate
 Are you scared the boogeyman gon' make you pay for all the things that you take?
 Well I will
 Yeah, I will
 The current, it pull me under
 Cloudy waters, vision blurry
 If I could just swim through it
 Maybe I'll get to see into my thirties (Fuck)
 The future is paralyzing
 Past, present, no surprises
 Light a candle for each year I haven't died
 My Nikes worn to the soles
 All my clothes, they got holes
 And I can still strike a pose
 I'm just tryna save my soul
 I'm just tryna save my soul, my soul
 Rainbow in the sky, did you put a wish on it?
 Did you follow it home?
 Did you get what you wanted?
 The life you dreamed, did it heal you?
 Will the morning come?
 The night's been so long
 New day bring the dawn
 I don't get no fuckin' sleep around here
 The sun won't come up
 The night's so damn long
 And I'm always fucked up
 And I'm always fucked up
 And I'm always fucked up
 And I'm always fucked up
 And I'm always fucked up
 And I'm always fucked up
 And I'm always fucked up
 And I'm always fucked up