Hard

It's hard to act like I don't think about you sometimes
 I should win an Oscar
 It was my birthday, right at the end of the night
 It was that first time, he hurt you bad and you cried
 Right in my arms, fell to a million pieces
 Held you together, girl, I know all your secrets
 Do you know what is to, be the one to fix you?
 And all you do is run back to the one who breaks your heart
 You're makin' this too hard
 I know I said I'll be your friend, but it's too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 I said I'll be there to the end but it's too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 You keep runnin' back to him, I know it's hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 I know I said I'll be your friend, but it's too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 It's hard to sing along to songs that people sing when they're happy
 I should win a Grammy
 You block his number, and then you call me instead
 You give him distance, and then you sleep in my bed
 You say you miss him, and you go crawlin' back
 That's my mission, it's to be here when you're sad
 Do you know what is to, be the one to fix you?
 And all you do is run back to the one who breaks your heart
 You're makin' this too hard
 I know I said I'll be your friend, but it's too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 I said I'll be there to the end but it's too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 You keep runnin' back to him, I know it's hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 I know I said I'll be your friend, but it's too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 All this daytime drama makes me feel so alive
 So good at fakin', I should win an Emmy
 I know I said I'll be your friend, but it's too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 I said I'll be there to the end but it's too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 You keep runnin' back to him, I know it's hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 I know I said I'll be your friend, but it's too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard
 Hard, it's just too hard