Mental Illness As Mating Ritual

I'm a number, I'm a clown
 I'm a ruined halfwit, in a hospital gown
 You're a victim, get in line
 It's ok I'm damaged by design
 Based on failed examples
 Theres us and nothing left
 Pills and I'm ok
 Pills and I'm ok
 The real one already left
 Just like the rest
 Crooked clone, crooked spine
 This body's wrecked, but it's mine
 Crying to a hospice hostage
 It's ok I know better luck next time
 Based on failed examples
 Theres us and nothing left
 Pills and I'm ok
 Pills and I'm ok
 The real one already left
 Just like the rest
 Just like the rest
 Just like the rest
 Just like the rest
 Just like the rest
 Just like the rest
 Just like the rest
 Just like the rest
 Everything is fine now
 Nothing hurts
 I'm physically fit
 And I've reached behind the hurt?
 And now I'm pushing
 A million folds
 On top of the world
 Clean pressed shirt
 And now it's worse