Pears

The paintings on the wall, they keep haunting me
 I wish I could recall what you've done to me
 My feelings won't resolve till you talk to me
 And I'm certain that you'll call, but I'm too naive
 Sometimes I feel alone
 Hide in my secrets you need to know
 I cannot feel no more
 All of my demons with me at home
 I saw your face in the water
 I can't replace what we started, I did
 Everything that you could've wanted
 Everything's better when you're honest
 Out in public to keep me up
 I don't like what I'm dreaming of
 Things we're taking don't give enough
 I'm tired of hating what I've become
 It's hard to deal with everything I'm ignoring
 And to be real, I probably won't even show it
 I don't know why I wake up every morning
 You don't know why you're with me in the moment
 But please don't go away
 I'll believe it all, every word you say
 I can't take the fall, I need you to blame
 You been in my thoughts, running through my brain
 Sometimes I feel alone
 Hide in my secrets you need to know
 I cannot feel no more
 All of my demons with me at home
 I saw your face in the water
 I can't replace what we started, I did
 Everything that you could've wanted
 Everything's better when you're honest
 Out in public to keep me up
 I don't like what I'm dreaming of
 Things we're taking don't give enough
 I'm tired of hating what I've become
 Baby honestly
 I think that I would rather sleep
 I never want to show
 The way that I can bleed