FML

Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
 I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
 I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void
 But I don't know if that is even within my control
 People keep telling me how proud they are of my success
 While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed
 I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here
 Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again
 I don't sleep anymore
 Don't even eat anymore, don't wanna breathe anymore
 Laying awake, another sleepless night
 My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life
 Dreaming in a world that I can't see
 Maybe in another life
 I will find an inner peace
 A place where I am free
 I wanna scream out loud
 Nothing's what it used to be
 There's a war inside my mind
 But I'm not the enemy
 My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life
 Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
 I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
 I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void
 But I don't know if that is even within my control
 People keep telling me how proud they are of my success
 While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed
 I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here
 Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again
 Dreaming in a world that I can't see
 Maybe in another life
 I will find an inner peace
 A place where I am free
 I wanna scream out loud
 Nothing's what it used to be
 There's a war inside my mind
 But I'm not the enemy
 My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life
 Here's to another day of waking up just to go back to bed
 Just to go back to bed
 My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life