Thorns

What if I just gave up on myself
 And let the heartbreak win
 I'd spend the evenings sedated
 The afternoons faded
 The sad life would be all mine
 What if I called your phone at midnight
 And you just let it ring
 No longer thinking of me as you're falling asleep
 Now I lie to myself and say
 I will be fine without you
 And I'm gonna move on and forget you
 I wish this were a fairytale
 And all I had to do was charm you back
 No longer the groom to your bride
 Just a thorn in your side
 And I damn sure feel like a prick alright
 A goddamn prick
 Oh why'd you have to be so damn perfect
 It's so hard to hate you
 I don't blame you
 For finally coming to your senses
 But being alone is shit
 I'll keep lying to myself and say
 I will be fine without you
 And I'm gonna move on and forget you
 But this is the way I choose to lie to myself to feel alright
 And I'll swallow all my pride one day
 But for now I'll smile and say
 I'm not a damn mess, since I lost you
 You're a liar, liar
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 I will be fine without you
 You're a liar, liar
 I'm gonna move on and forget you
 You're a liar, liar
 This is the way I choose to lie to myself to feel alright
 And I'll swallow all my pride one day
 But for now I'll smile and say
 I'm not a damn mess, since I lost you
 You're a liar, liar
 This is the way I choose to lie to myself to feel alright
 You're a liar, liar
 I'll keep lying to myself and say
 I'm ok