Far Side Of Crazy

I'm Pilate and Jesus
 And I wept when Lennon died
 Yet I envied his assailant
 When I visited the shrine
 I cried for all those Beatle Fans
 So old so quick they grow
 I follow the example to destroy
 What I love most
 And I remain on the far side of crazy
 I remain the mortal enemy of man
 No hundred dollar cure will save me
 Can't stay a boy in no man's land
 I once hid my lust for stardom
 Like a filthy magazine
 I stroked the shaft on my guitar
 And watched you on the screen
 I've become now what I wanted
 To be all along
 A psychopathic poet
 The Devil's bastard son
 And I remain on the far side of crazy
 I remain the mortal enemy of man
 No hundred dollar cure will save me
 Can't stay a boy in no man's land
 I shot an actor for an actress
 But he lived to make a joke
 Shot two other men who could have been
 The bodys of my folks
 I stagger toward the future
 I stagger day to day
 Plot revenge inside of darkness
 I am withering in pain
 And I remain on the far side of crazy
 I remain the mortal enemy of man
 No hundred dollar cure will save me
 Can't stay a boy in no man's land