After School Special

i fought it forever, between the now and never
 hide behind my feelings, like a game of hide & seek
 i wanted you badly, you looked at me so sadly
 i'm mounting my eyes, with this could never be
 'cause i like her and you're like me
 [chorus:]
 so can't you see, i'm open for a change
 this was never easy, and it's never been so strange
 to fall for that girl, that falls for all the girls
 it's just not right
 welcome to the after school special of my life
 if we were together, i'd make your heart surrender
 no more watching girls go by, i'd make her stay at home
 i'd wear what you told me, as long as you will hold me
 like a man, and understand, that this is not impossible
 [chorus]
 [bridge:]
 this got so complicated, common interest separate
 the fine print on the label of your life is never told
 one shot missed and two got wasted
 three's a charm but hesitating,
 i will never mean to you what you will mean to me
 i fought it forever, between the now and never
 [chorus]
 (my life)(this got so complicated, common interest separate)
 [til end]