Happier?

I'm tied down, I'm all out of gas
 I turned down the chance
 Didn't wanna fall out of bed
 I'm holding back all the time
 'Cause everything is overgrown and tired
 I'm hanging by a thread on a vine
 I'm asking for help from above
 I'm tryna find that reason to love
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 'Cause I'm a debt, I'm rolling back
 You make amends, you give what you get
 I'm holding back all the signs
 When I really should have called you that night
 It eats me alive all the time
 I remembered I had something to give
 I'm tryna find that reason to live
 It's all you know when our time is all gone
 In all this time, I hope you find
 A way to be happier, happier
 Through all the lights, the darkest nights
 I wish you were happier, happier
 And all you know, this world's so cold
 So won't you pretend like we could never wonder why?
 In all this time, I hope you find
 A way to be happier, happier
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 Turning my back, turning my back again
 Never look back, never look back again
 I'm taking my time, I'm learning to let you in
 But I needed you to guide me out from here
 I know you see right through me
 We all went blind
 The hand goes backwards
 I count the time
 In all this time, I hope you find
 A way to be happier, happier
 Through all the lights, the darkest nights
 I wish you were happier, happier
 And all you know, this world's so cold
 So won't you pretend like we could never wonder why?
 In all this time, I hope you find
 A way to be happier, happier
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 Happier, happier
 Happier, happier