The Answer

I'm searching for the answer still
 What you keep concealed
 What you need for real
 I'm searching for the answer still
 What you keep concealed
 What you need for real
 Searching for the answers for so long now I can't remember
 First Christmas without you last year in December
 Mom suggested I sit down and write you a letter
 Though I don't know what to say to you, so I wore your sweater
 When I wear it kind of feels like we are more together
 I'm talking to you though it's not the same it won't be ever
 Feel like this mind of mind inside it been holding pressure
 Since you've been gone, but I told people it been going better
 Though I know that doesn't matter, you know, so whatever
 I don't have to explain to no one, although, however
 If you was here I know you'd tell me you should hold your head-up
 Like that time you said I'll be alright, I won't forget that
 They're only feelings, and they'll go away, I don't repress them
 'Cause if I run from them, they'll circulate 'till I accept them
 Maybe that's the answer to the question
 I don't know though, 'cause I'm only guessin'
 I'm searching for the answer still
 What you keep concealed
 What you need for real
 I'm searching for the answer still
 What you keep concealed
 What you need for real
 Searching for the answers for so long now I can't remember
 First Christmas without you last year in December
 Mom suggested I sit down and write you a letter
 Though I don't know what to say to you, so I wore your sweater
 Before I folded it and put it back into the dresser
 I picked it up to smell it I don't want to wash it ever
 Froze in the moment, before I close the drawer
 I lost a mentor, a best friend to me, my dad, I even lost a center
 I've been searching for the answer, but I haven't found it
 I'll have a better chance in finding it when I am grounded
 In alliance with the power inside, I am balanced
 In comparison to hills I've gone down, I'm a mountain
 They're only feelings, and they'll go away, I don't repress them
 'Cause if I run from them, they'll circulate 'till I accept them
 Maybe that's the answer to the question
 I don't know though, 'cause I'm only guessin'
 I'm searching for the answer still
 What you keep concealed
 What you need for real
 I'm searching for the answer still
 What you keep concealed
 What you need for real