Down

I gotta get this off my chest
 I can't take this much longer
 Make sure it's been said
 I thought I was stronger
 I'm unsure of this, I can't decide
 How this has taken over my whole life
 And don't try to stop me, don't tell me I'm okay
 My life is exhausting, every day
 I'm so tired of running myself in the ground
 Reaching out for someone to save me now
 I've lost control and I don't know how
 I've lost the way and I can't get out
 I'm going down
 Take a blessing with the curse
 I can't face this much longer
 Think it's getting worse
 What can't kill you, tries harder
 I'm unsure of this, I can't decide
 How this has taken over my whole life
 And don't try to stop me, don't tell me I'm okay
 My life is exhausting, every day
 I'm so tired of running myself in the ground
 Reaching out for someone to save me now
 I've lost control and I don't know how
 I've lost the way and I can't get out
 I'm going down
 My life is exhausting, pushed everything away
 My life is exhausting
 It's holding me hostage, (pushed everything away)
 My mind is so haunted, (I'm not okay)
 Heartbeat's racing
 Hands are shaking, (pushed everything away)
 I'm not okay
 And don't try to stop me, don't tell me I'm okay
 My life is exhausting, and I'm going down
 I'm going down
 I'm so tired of running myself in the ground
 Reaching out for someone to save me now
 I've lost control and I don't know how
 I've lost the way and I can't get out
 I'm going down