Coward

Killing myself slowly
 So no one notices
 I have a pain growing
 But I can't pinpoint it
 You make me forget about those things sometimes
 Hope I'm not using you to get through this ride
 I'm a coward on the frontline
 I'm a hypocrite with my time
 I've spoke bigger things than white lies
 And I'm good at cutting my ties
 But you scare me
 'Cause I really don't wanna fuck this up
 It's part of why I'm slowing down with drugs
 But I'm never pouring out this cup
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 I've set the bar so low for myself that I trip over it every time I get up
 How do I let myself get to the point where I'm laying in bed trying not to throw up?
 And it's not a worry 'cause everyone knows that I practically do this shit for fun
 Last week, I looked myself right in the mirror and I said I hate us
 I'm a coward on the frontline
 I'm a hypocrite with my time
 I've spoke bigger things than white lies
 And I'm good at cutting my ties
 But you scare me
 'Cause I really don't wanna fuck this up
 It's part of why I'm slowing down with drugs
 But I'm never pouring out this cup