I Don't Remember Anymore

God grant me the serenity
 to accept the things I can't control
 While you're at it please give me
 the courage to change the things I can
 with bold Wisdom to know
 the difference I pray
 For you and me today
 Coz it's been far too long
 since last I saw you
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 Jesus you complain to me
 You don't feel connected in any way
 that's not okay
 You say it's me who is to blame
 You don't get no love no more
 I've changed
 that's a shame
 And it's painful to know
 the reason... you stay
 Far away from me... these days
 Is because of my selfish and cruel behavior
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 Yeah you promised me
 we'd still be friends
 even if we did end
 this again yet again
 and again
 we've broken our promises
 and what were them
 I don't remember
 point is you used to have no doubt
 now a days you damn don't trust me
 all you say is you want out
 so now you know we are in limbo
 goin slow to no where land
 you're makin plans to travel there
 and where and when and why
 whatever without me
 remind me
 repeatedly it's all my fault
 we're not together
 when I stuffed up a year or so...
 ago
 I don't apparently understand
 how much it hurt you and
 Until you do you're through
 you choose to stay away
 Huh
 So who are you
 aren't you my partner
 aren't you my lover
 aren't you my friend
 And where are you
 why don't you bother
 why do we bother
 why still pretend
 You still harp on what went wrong
 You still stand behind your wall
 And yet we wait
 but wait who's turn is it to call?
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore
 I don't remember anymore