Que Sera Sera

Well I can still smell the Portland air
 And it makes me sick to my stomach
 To think of what you've become
 These tall evergreens
 And the lights of your city
 Should have warned me long ago
 That I fell way too fast
 If mountains could talk
 This one would share its secrets with me
 Of what it has seen
 Of you and the way you move
 So now that I'm listening
 I've got my ear to the wall and my feet are touching the ground
 I'm trying not to give myself away
 But my heart is beating way too loud
 And that got my thinking
 One may never be as happy as one seems
 So I'll go ahead and give myself away
 Cause this dream is taking all of me
 You won't talk
 And it remained
 Just you and I overlooking these Portland lights
 From the top of a mountain
 In a park where you call home
 From the top of a mountain
 In a park where you call home
 If mountains could talk
 This one would share its secrets with me
 Of what it has seen
 Of you and the way you move
 So now that I'm listening
 I've got my ear to the wall and my feet are touching the ground
 I'm trying not to give myself away
 But my heart is beating way too loud
 And that got my thinking
 One may never be as happy as one seems
 So I'll go ahead and give myself away
 Cause this dream is taking all of me
 Things got a little crazy for me for that week
 Where I drank myself stupid to the point where I couldn't even speak
 It's beautiful here, I don't ever want to leave
 Then I thought about the unfortunate side effect
 Of me being me
 And I remembered
 Back where this leads
 Back to the park where you call home
 And me realizing
 What back then
 I should have known
 I'd hate what you'd become
 Well I can still smell that Portland air
 So now that I'm listening
 I've got my ear to the wall and my feet are touching the ground
 I'm trying not to give myself away
 But my heart is beating way too loud
 And that got my thinking
 One may never be as happy as one seems
 So I'll go ahead and give myself away
 Cause this dream is taking all of me