Blackout Christmas

I don't want to remember the way that you held me
 When I was your baby
 Wrapped me up and kept me warm
 I'm still dancin' to tapes that keep playin' in my head while
 Snow falls and lights flickerin' like
 I'm frozen in last winter's bed
 So I'm sittin'
 Drownin' my sorrows in liquids
 Sting when you sit and they hit quick and
 Take me where I need to go
 Now it's a Blackout Christmas
 So I don't have to miss you
 There's no hopin', no wishin' that you'll come home
 Stumblin' around the kitchen
 Cryin' and breakin' dishes
 I would give anythin' for you to come home
 I spent the whole year
 Waitin' for you to call my name and
 Tеll me you're sorry for the way you brokе my heart when you didn't
 Now it's a Blackout Christmas
 So I don't have to miss you
 There's no hopin', no wishin' that you'll come home for Christmas