At Least I Tried

How come first love always last a life time?
 8 years ago. First time that I saw you.
 Ever since then I had my yearly thought
 of how shy of me to never come and tell you that...
 Many days that I remember sitting by the phone,
 crying and afraid to call you, knowing you're at home.
 We're both alone and I can't help it.
 How about I just wait one more monday...
 It's a rainy day outside and it's colder on this bus.
 I just saw you across the street, waiting.
 Next stop I'm getting off to relive my 80's drama flick.
 You are gone. Tommorrow I'll call in sick.
 Many days that I remember sitting by the phone,
 crying and afraid to call you, knowing you're at home.
 We're both alone andI can't help it.
 How about I just wait one more monday...
 I got a message you have someone.
 Happy all the time.
 No room for me this time around.
 Let's get on with our lives.
 I can go on from now and know that deep inside,
 At least I tried.