His, Yours, or Mine

I think a lot about all the things that I have broken
 I look around at what remains, hoping
 If I turn away will I be submerged in regretting
 Or will I succeed in forgetting
 For too long I've wanted a forbidden kiss to force me to decision
 Chaos of lust is unstoppable and I am made of pure destruction
 All epiphanies are false and my sweet words might never mean a thing
 But I vacillate between two choices and a third could break the swing
 I will win either way I choose
 But either way I also lose
 I am adrift, I can't decide
 Whose desire to satisfy: his, yours or mine
 Those who don't fear me want me
 In this city full of men
 Can I say no to them for you?
 Can I say no to you for them?