Self Medicated

A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken
 There is no light inside of me
 I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome
 But I can never sleep
 My mind plays games when I'm alone now
 You said the worst things to get inside my head
 Intoxication takes control now
 Self medication takes it's grip
 I'm crawling on the floor
 (Take deep breaths, my heart is racing)
 There's clawing at the door
 Oh God, dont let 'em take me
 Now I have to find a way out
 I have to find my voice
 I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
 When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me
 I turn into someone, I hate completely
 It's me against the world
 (Take cover, you cannot fix me)
 Just throw me to the wolves
 I'm a victim of self-pity
 Now I have to find a way out
 I haνe to find my voice
 I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
 Now I have to find a way back
 I have to make a choice
 I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me
 I've given up
 I'm in for a lifetime of second guessing
 Everything that I've become
 My mind plays games when I'm alone
 Self medicated, intoxication takes control
 Now I have to find my way out
 I have to find my voice
 These thoughts are no good for me
 Now I have to find a way out
 I have to find my voice
 I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
 Now I have to find a way back
 I have to make a choice
 I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me